nejniyat i negoviat dnevnik

[OnGeboren <ongeboren@kotnet.org>]

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HER DIARY
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Saturday night I thought he was acting weird. We had made plans
to meet at a bar to have a drink. I was shopping with my friends all day
long, so  I thought he was upset at the fact that I was a bit late, but he
made no comment.
Conversation wasn't flowing so I suggested that we go somewhere quiet so we
could talk. He agreed but he kept quiet and absent. I asked him what was
wrong he said nothing. I asked him if it was my fault that he was upset.
He said it had nothing to do with me and not to worry. On the way home I
told him that I loved him, he simply smiled and kept driving.  I can't
explain his behavior; I don't know why he didn't say I love you too.
When we got home I felt as if had lost him, as if he wanted nothing to do
with me anymore. He just sat there and watched T.V. He seemed distant and
absent.
Finally I decided to go to bed. About 10 minutes later he came to bed and
to my surprise he responded to my caress and we made love, but I still felt
that he was distracted and his thoughts were somewhere else. I decided that
I could not take it anymore so I decided to confront him with the situation
but he had fallen asleep.
I started crying and cried until I too fell asleep. I don't know what to
do.
I'm almost sure that his thoughts are with someone else.
My life is a complete disaster.





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HIS DIARY
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Today the Canucks lost.
At least I got laid